Wednesday, September 28, 2016

Life Update and Things

Hey, all!  As I'm trying to reconnect with people after the summer, I feel that a general update might help.

  • Andy and I have met our Norway funding goal!  We're hoping it's enough, but that we were able to actually put money away into savings at all, that's some adulting right there.
  • We have hammered down our Norway dates:  sounds like February 10th-23rd.  And!  And we just bought our plane tickets at a FANTASTIC price thanks to the hard work of Eugene at Magic Carpet Travel (let me know if you need that contact information).  Seriously, about $450 apiece when I had budgeted about three times that for one person.  That's going to equate to a couple more sweaters.
  • I have lost somewhere between 35-40 lbs since January.  I don't recall fitting into size 12 before and there was a great happy dance in the dressing room when that pair of red pants fit.  Also have bought another pair of pants since then, so it was not a fluke.
  • My energy levels are still holding strong--really, this switch to a ketogenic diet was a win all around, particularly as I keep finding more and more evidence that sugar is linked to most of the disease issues we've always attributed to fat.  
  • Excited about being a part of Kate's wedding in another week. 
  • Andy has been having some difficulty sleeping.  Lame.
  • Joining the finance committee at church has led to some interesting discussions and thinking a lot more deeply into the functions and nuances of the church.  
  • Work has been stupid busy, but I do actually like my job (still).  We've just moved away from preparing to the school year to "now that the school year has started, everything's on fire!" kind of mindset from our clients, with a lot of last-minute assignments and troubleshooting.
  • I have gone to the gym frequently enough that my fellow Zumba classmates had noticed I was missing this summer--that's some kind of accomplishment, I think.
  • I have very much missed sitting down to write blog posts.  I hope that I can get some dedicated writing time back into my schedule again. 
  • I've started playing a farming simulator game called Story of Seasons, where I'm trying to grow the best crops and get my cow have more hearts so she'll win in the town festival.  Maybe that sounds weird, but it's actually a certain level of addicting.  And I'm going to make that cow love me, dammit. 
  • Singing in Verdi's Requiem with the Community Chorus soon.  Ya'll should go.  Performance is on October 21st and it is going to be killer.  A couple hundred voices, full orchestra, brass, and the kind of music that gets all kinds of visceral in the best ways. 
That's the latest in a nutshell.

Saturday, September 24, 2016

My Theme Song from the Summer

So, summer has been ridiculously busy.  That in and of itself is wholly expected, but I am still amazed by the sheer exhaustion I feel coming to the end.  This song was introduced to me by a friend, and, understandably, it has popped into my head at certain appropriate times, those moments when I'm just about fed up.  Enjoy "Hurry, Hurry" by Air Traffic Controller.
Catchy, yes?  

Our speaker is going through the world right now at a faster pace than he is comfortable with.  He is at risk of losing everything that is important in his life--people, events, and everything in between.  
Ooh im gonna miss something
if i keep bumpin'
The most significant stuff
All my friends and all the loose ends
And this love of mine
Cause I'm running out if time

He recognizes, too, that his mental and physical health are at risk.  In fact, the speaker has been so busy with things that he is essentially having an existential crisis.  
Who am I
Am I still the same guy
Or have I lost something as I keep stompin’
mind and health, every bit of myself
I ignore the signs
As I'm running out of time
For the first verse, it's very much in the present, realizing hurrying as a state of being, but starting rather innocently with simple worries about little things he has forgotten.  Moving in to the second verse, hurrying has become a strong pattern.  He also realizes that all of this hurrying has not really benefited him at all, and he's reflecting back on things that he's lost.  By trying to save time, our speaker has lost so much of it.  Unfortunately, he has gotten used to being busy.  He speeds through conversations with his loved ones, sex, and even his own quiet time.  By the time he finally stops, it seems he has met an early death from all of the combined stress, never having lived life.  

Well.  Isn't that an optimistic thought.  

Thankfully, that third verse seems more speculative, a cautionary tale to himself (and consequently us) as he caught in the daily grind.  I know that I get caught being a human "doing" instead of a human "being," where I start to determine my own worth by all the things that I can get done.  I want to be involved and included--there is a fear of missing out there--and yet I cannot overtax myself.  But I also have a lot more energy than I used to.  I know that I can (or should) say no, but I don't want to.  Work has simultaneously slowed down and stayed busy at the same time, through some bizarre magic.  I'm trying to reintroduce things back to my schedule, like piano lessons, the gym, and social outings, but even things I enjoy doing are more things in the schedule.  All told, I don't know what my balance is anymore.  

Funny that I procrastinate on relaxation.  I will take "me time," but I have to convince myself to do it first.  And I will.  Eventually.  Intellectually I know what I need to do--and have been reminded by many people--but I still have to reach that point on my own.  Next year, I will be planning a few days off in September to try and recover from the inevitable summer craziness.  This year, with our Norway adventure looming, I'm loathe to take time off that I don't have to, keeping in mind that a couple of sick days now might be the difference between a few weeks of being truly sick later.  

At least I have a catchy song in my head in the meanwhile.

Sunday, September 11, 2016

Chocolate-Covered Swedish Fish: my Providence Adventure

Work has sent me to a number of places, but I've stayed within a 3.5 hour radius of Bloomington/Normal all of this time so far.  To be fair, that covers a lot of ground, mostly pretty flat, open ground, but a lot of it.  However, this last one took me out a wee bit further than before:  Providence, Rhode Island.  This is another one with quite a few pictures, my friends.  

My nemesis...
So the work itself was a couple shades of difficult, if I'm being honest, where time was against us and there was still a lot of work yet left to do.  But my nights were free to my own discretion, meaning that some exploration was necessary.

First thing's first, I had a very harsh reminder that "older" cities are set up a little differently than "newer" ones.  Since a number of streets were created before cars were quite as popular, they're simply not wide enough for two cars to pass each other, let alone with another car parked by the curb.  Some of the streets are one ways for this reason, some are for preferred traffic patterns, but either way I was less than pleased with the sheer frequency of them.  More than once I went past my turn and had to get creative in coming back around to it.  Additionally, my GPS signal on my phone went a little squiffy, so I knew the name of the street but not which one.  For instance, there were three using the same main name within two blocks, one going one way, one going the other, and another one that was the Ct. version instead.  I pulled into a 7-11 and waited for my phone to figure itself out.


Aside from taking the scenic route, though, it was overall a neat place to be, aside from a few places that I was not supposed to go to alone at night.  I was told my first day that there was a Dunkin' Donuts at every corner; consequently, each time I saw once henceforth I had to grin.  My second full day there, I did make my way downtown to the Dunkin' Donuts Convention Center.  These two pictures are from the mall, from either side of it, part of my idle wanderings downtown, sticking with that philosophy that one is never truly lost until one starts to panic.


I had a happy surprise on my flight from O'Hare to Providence.  I was approached by this handsome, young sir and asked if my name happened to be Larissa.  He was another Skywardian from our main Wisconsin office that I had spoken with a few times but had never met in person.  We both happened to be heading to the same city, though different sites.  He had also gone through the Providence airport many, many times and was kind enough to lead me through the airport to the baggage claim, car rental area, and even lead me directly to my hotel before heading across town to his own.  We made plans to hang out that Thursday night and took an adventure to Newport, RI, which is where that first picture is from.  We had a grand time, walking around and talking about everything and nothing (by the end of that week, I was totally on verbal vomit mode) including work politics, life, and a few things in between.  It was a fun place to just walk around and enjoy the scenary.  At the end, we popped into a toy and candy store and picked up some chocolate-covered Swedish fish.  It was the kind of taste that makes your eyebrows knot together as you think very critically about what you have just placed in your mouth.  Once Jim described as a chocolate-covered cherry kind of taste, my brain cleared enough to allow continued chewing.  We were on the same flight back to O'Hare, too, and it was wonderful to have a friend on the journey.


Jim and I parted ways at O'Hare, flying back to our respective cities from there, though I had met another companion on her way from Providence to Peoria that happened to be on both of my flights that day.  We talked a lot about her family and how long it had been since she had been on a plane to see some of these particular members.  

I had another surprise centering around my flights.  On my trip from Peoria to O'Hare, I sat next to a gentleman named Daryl, and we talked the whole way there.  Somehow, I had priority seating on the way back, and I happened to notice the very same man coming down the aisle to his seat.  I waved and he smiled back, then looked, confused, down at his ticket.  He looked back up, "You're not going to believe this, but we're seat-mates again."  And sure enough, I sat next to and had a lively conversation with the same gentleman on my way from O'Hare back to Peoria.  

I feel that I would be remiss if I did not talk about food. 

This particular place took their food seriously.  Yikes.

I present to you a study in lobster eating.
  Yeah, I had no idea what I was doing.  



Then, there was something else that I had to do just for me.  I saw a billboard on my way back to the hotel room for Body Worlds.  This was something that I did because I wanted to, particularly knowing that I can't always find companions to go with me on this kind of nerdage.  If you haven't heard of this traveling exhibit before, they're real, donated human bodies that have been plasticized and posed, allowing you to see their muscles, organs, etc. in real context.  It's absolutely fascinating.  However, some people get grossed out by this, I gather, hence why I put these pictures last.  It's truly a fascinating exhibit, and I would certainly recommend it.  


So, in short, I had a good adventure, filled with all kinds of interesting moments.  I had a good adventure and met some good people along the way.

**If you do not want to see the Body World's pictures, this would be a good place to stop.**

Proof that I was actually there.
And, yes, that is a picture of a man holding his own skin.

Nightmare fuel